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CR CHART FOR TANA
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- She hates your ass - Neutral/Doesn't give a shit - Gives the smallest bit of a shit - She kind of gives a shit, but not fully committed to it - Is starting to give an actual shit - Definitely gives a shit - People that are like family - Relationship material |
In an estimated order from most to least liked; characters who are unlisted have ongoing first threads and will be added later.
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Henry Cooldown ♥ !!!!
Mary Spencer !!
Serendine Dikumenowlz Du Parthevia !!
Noiz ♥ !!
Petra Ral !!
Ryan Goldsmith !!
Balthier Bunansa ♥ !!
"Andy" ♥ !
Shinya Hiiragi !
Geneva
Violet ♥
Ira Gamagori !!
Katze !
"Seven" !
Mukuro Rokudo ♥ !
Rin Okamura !
Lee Chaolan !
Kaname Chidori !
Gyro Zeppeli
Samus Aran
Wade Wilson
Blake Belladonna !

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- Gives the smallest bit of a shit
- She kind of gives a shit, but not fully committed to it
- Is starting to give an actual shit
- Definitely gives a shit
- People that are like family
- Relationship material
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I first met her, when she was wandering near my home. I was having insect issues, to put it mildly. I was at a bit of a loss for what I was supposed to do about it, but she willingly jumped in when she really didn't have to.
Apparently, back in her world, she's a colonel, and it really shows in how efficiently she fights!
I don't know if we'll run into each other again, but I definitely owe her one now.
Points of interest to consider:
• Why "Bloody Mary"?
• Is she really as calm as she appears to be?
• How can she face such overwhelming odds, in the past, and still be fine now?
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Somehow, when I was freaking out over that ghost's scream, Mary managed to find me and calm me down.
It's pretty embarrassing to think about now, but now I definitely owe her a lot.
Part of me wants to get to know her more, but she seems like a type that has far more important matters to attend to.
Points of interest to consider:
• How does she know so much about ghosts?
• Does she really have the power to defeat them?
• Or are they merely afraid of her – if so, why?
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After not seeing her for a long while (a few months), I unexpectedly ran into her at a photoshoot. It's stranger to think about, considering that the couple of times I ran into her before seemed to entail her helping me out, with some issue.
But yet, I think it was me who wound up helping her more? It seems like she didn't have much experience in wearing lingerie, and she wanted my opinion on what she should wear for a lover of hers.
I tried to advise her the best I could, but I... actually don't have a lot of experience in that matter. Apart from my own experiences with Henry, so I drew off of that.
I wonder if I was of any help after all?
Points of interest to consider:
• Did she recently become involved with assisting the authorities? Or has she been up to far more, since the last time we met?
• It's none of my business, I know, but still. I wonder what type of person drew her in so intensely.
• Does she really discriminate me because of the title of my old profession? Strange, when our old professions weren't all that different.
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It was a little embarrassing coming across her this time. Mostly because she caught me admiring a match in which two men were really beating the shit out of each other. I, well. I think I sometimes have weird interests like that.
She's so mean, though! She kept teasing me about how I should get with the losers! I guess I didn't really mind it, though, because it's a little funny to think about now.
I think she might be a friend now? It's strange to think about, because while I like certain others better than her... I feel more comfortable labeling her in the category.
Points of interest to consider:
• She suggested that I should consider going after men that lose in a match, because they'd be more eager to please me. I don't agree with that train of thought at all, but is that the type she herself goes for?
• She seems to hold disdain for those who have "abilities", seemingly because it goes against her religion. Thus, I should probably try to hide the odder side of my own powers.
• Is she going to fuck up the APB because of what they did to her?
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I'd say that initially, this meeting was awkward again. However, this time, it was more on her end. Though I'm still not sure what her deal is with being so against having any sort of supernatural power, she really seemed to hate having some sort of transportation power a lot!
I tried to talk her into seeing the benefit of obtaining the powers, but she just didn't seem to be into it at all. :(
On the upside, though, I managed to talk her into going clothes shopping with me! Even if I wasn't able to talk her into lingerie (someday!), I managed to find a nice leather outfit for her to wear.
I'm not sure how I found myself in this sort of consultant role, but it's actually pretty fun! :)
Points of interest to consider:
• Was her power gain and my ability loss related somehow?
• It seems like she's getting more serious with someone here. Even if Amoi isn't typically the place for that (from what I can gather), it makes me wonder if a relationship like that could work.
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I met this one while trying to get a tan (in hindsight, I wasn't very successful at that much), and that turned out to be a far more interesting experience than one would think of while idly lying around.
It's strange. I feel like I walked away knowing the least about this man, than anyone else I've spoken to so far, but yet... that's weirdly enticing to me. I can't quite place my finger on it, just yet, but there's something about this one.
Just what is it that makes him so hesitant to reveal anything about himself? Does he have an interesting past? Has he gone through things that no one should have? Is he like me?
Or is he just very good at making himself mysterious?
Either way, I'm going to have to watch myself around this one, he is an elite, according to hair color.
Or does that just make it all the more alluring?
Points of interest to consider:
• Where do I even begin?
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Curiously, I ran into him again while infiltrating the labs. Of all places to run into someone... but maybe that's a good sign for me too. It's good that there's other people here with a taste for danger, isn't it? It makes me feel like I'm in the majority. For once.
In hindsight, I'm almost disappointed I didn't wind up exploring the same lab section he did. It might have been interesting to see how he made his escape.
Good news, though! I can apparently control that contact-based power of mine that drains a person's vitality. I mean, I don't know why I tested it on Henry, of all people, but I don't regret doing it either. Perhaps I wish I would have done more than that.
Points of interest to consider:
• Just what skills was he fine-tuning anyway? Is he remarkably good at shooting? Or maybe he can tear a person in pieces by some other means? Or maybe I'm wrong entirely?
• Should I have just gone for it, even if the taste would have been odd on his part? Maybe next time, I'll just drag him somewhere else, where no one is looking, and take my mask off.
• Or do I really need to quite hanging around so many elites for my own good?
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Well.
Tonight was something.
It was amazing. Perhaps it's because my mind's plagued with bad memories, but... I think it was one of the best nights I've had in a very long time.
It all started when I was out trying to get a job in Apathia. I thought I saw Henry, from a distance, but I wasn't sure if it was just wishful thinking. I mean, from a while away, a lot of different guys could look like him! So, I did what I thought was the most reasonable thing, at the time.
I stalked him, for a while. I regretted it a little while afterwards, but now? Like hell I regret it.
He was pretty drunk. It was pretty funny and a little cute. But... I would have felt bad just letting him wander the streets (even if I think he could have handled it just fine?), so I had every intention of getting him as far as I was allowed to, but.
We somehow wound up making out in a dark alleyway? It certainly wasn't what I was anticipating, but I'm not complaining. Though it's a little strange to think that's how my first kiss went, the night certainly didn't end there.
I hate to be cliche, but one thing led to another and then I found myself being carried by Henry, while he jumped over rooftops to get to my apartment quicker. As a sidenote? He can jump really high. In that sense, he seems inhuman, but yet... I don't have any other reason to believe that he's something else? It was really fun, though. It made me miss the feel of swinging between high buildings, with my tentacles.
Anyway, uh. We did it. We had sex. We fucked.
I'm not sure which version I like better, but I suppose they're all relevant, regardless.
But for a first time? It wasn't as bad as I had heard. Maybe nanomachines helped out? Either way, I'm not complaining.
The only thing is... I'm kind of worried I'm starting to get attached. I mean, everything I was told in my youth was that if you had sex with someone without some kind of relationship, it would mean nothing. And that would have been okay. Considering my history? I can't bring ruin to anyone else important to me.
But.
I don't know what to do. I want to feel nothing, but... that's always been my problem. It's why I can't stop laughing. I feel too much.
Maybe I should distance myself. But all I can think about is how I really want to see him again.
Points of interest to consider:
• How the hell can he jump so high? Just what kind of profession did he have in his previous world? I don't think a soldier... doesn't seem like a government type (but I suppose I might not either?). Some kind of mercenary?
• Honestly, there's not much to consider this time when we were. Uh. Busy.
• But I still wonder. Does he think of me sometimes?
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I got a weird message from him today. Something about strippers and mascots? But somehow, I found out a little bit more about him.
Mostly that he has a brother that he likes to beat up sometimes? And that he actually likes to use the word "arse". :)
Oh, also I know about these text face things now! I guess he doesn't actually like them all that much? But it'll be his ruin. Now I can bother him with all of these text faces. (◕‿◕✿)
Points of interest to consider:
• Just what was with that first text anyway?
• Could we actually get to the point where we could understand each other through a single symbol?
• Part of me wonders how he gets along with the rest of his family... but I know better than to ask about that kind of subject.
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After being locked away for a while, I thought about quite a few people I've met in Amoi. But yet, out of everyone I've encountered so far, it made me feel the most amount of dread if I didn't get to see Henry again. Weird, because I still feel like I don't know all that much about him. Is it some kind of weird thing because he's my first? Or maybe he just merely excites me more than everyone else? It's hard to say.
Regardless, I figured just calling him randomly would probably be weird, so I figured out another way to get into contact with him.
I sent him sexy pictures over the palm reader. :)
I mean, that's not as weird if I seem to have some purpose in contacting him, apart from seeing if he's still around. Right???
I'll admit, though, that I wasn't expecting him to actually travel all the way to my apartment to see me. Even if that visit consisted of us having sex again. Notably, with him bound to my bed with his own tie.
I feel a little weird thinking about it, but I think I liked it more than I'd admit to other people. I'm not sure if I'd want to tie up everyone I'd sleep with, but I at least like doing it with him. I guess at least now, I sort of know what to do with all that gift card money I got from the government. •̀.̫•́✧
I typically feel adverse to being even the least bit affectionate toward even the other people I sleep with, but yet I feel some kind of inclination toward it with him. Henry didn't seem to brush it off, so I... suppose it's okay, isn't it?
Sigh.
I want to know more about him, but I'm not sure how to do it without driving him away if he'd rather us be where we're at now. Do I need to offer something more of myself? I mean, I know I want to trust people more that seem to trust me in the first place. Is this the same kind of deal here?
I guess I need to think about it.
But hey, at least I can count on getting some free underwear, regardless.
Also, as serious as he can be sometimes, he can be pretty silly. I'm going to tease him a little about that "call" thing. :)
Points of interest to consider:
• Is blue actually his favorite color or was he just throwing out whatever came to his mind first? Well, whatever, it got him to come to my house either way.
• ...did I do what some media refers to as a "booty call"?
• Just how many ties has he ruined in his life anyway?
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To my surprise, I came across him while testing to make sure my suit was working up to my standards. He played along with my game long enough, until we decided to test our skills against each other.
Except, our fighting styles are so different, and I found myself holding back as I really didn't want to hurt him. I wonder if that much disappointed him, but... I don't know. I think it's an achievement in that maybe I can control myself a little better.
Regardless, he himself wields an interesting weapon, some kind of sword constructed out of energy. I wonder about its usefulness in a crowd, but yet there has to be a good reason as to why he uses it. Especially considering he's been doing this half of his life. So he was probably in his teens when he started? Which means he's been doing it longer than me (which doesn't come off as much of a surprise), but it does mean we started around the same age.
With all of that in mind, it's actually a relief to know that he held a job that sounded similar to my own previous position. It makes me feel like maybe it'd be okay if I let myself get a little closer, because it's not like that part of our lives would conflict with our interest, would it? I know he can fight, so I don't have to worry about trying to protecting him.
And if nothing else, if (for whatever reason) I succumb to the very worst part of myself? Maybe he's strong enough to make sure the same, terrible fate doesn't happen to him too.
Points of interest to consider:
• How many people has he had to "defend" himself against?
• Why does thinking about that much excite me so?
• Perhaps we would be better fighting against something else, rather than each other?
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It's a little funny, as I don't really fall into certain traditions, but I found myself unable to resist kissing Henry as we ran into each other under a sprig of mistletoe. Which was... really stupid of me, considering I could have gotten thrown into jail for that. But do I regret it? No.
Hell, I'm glad I did, as it wound up turning into a sort of unofficial date. That started off kind of embarrassing, as I tried to race him, then somehow wound up running into him? 「(゚<゚)゙??
Then it got even weirder when he literally threw me into the air. It was terrifying, by even my standards, but yet because of it, it was quite exciting as well. I guess I'm just glad that he at least caught me. That'd really be a terrible way to end a date!
But somehow, we wound up going in an unoccupied apartment to fuck on a bar counter. Normally, I'd protest about not being in control, but yet... I really kind of liked that encounter. Strange.
Points of interest to consider:
• He can speak French too! It makes me wonder just why that is (did he have some sort of business in France, at some point?). But more importantly, I wonder why he had such a powerful effect when he told me that I was beautiful, in the language? I mean, I know I'm attractive, due to most men's standards, but yet I felt myself feeling pretty flustered in that moment.
• How is it that he has enough strength to toss me quite high in the air, but yet not look like he has the physique for it? I'm not saying his body is bad, in the least, I just feel like something doesn't add up here.
• I wonder if my soon-to-be neighbor will remember that I almost accidentally just burst into her apartment to find a place to fuck.
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The next day, I received a text from him, which was sort of a Marco Polo game to receive a present he got for me. Which wasn't necessary of him, but I suppose the gift (a really nice set of lingerie) benefits the both of us, doesn't it?
The encounter as a whole was... really nice, though. Which is saying something, considering no sex was involved. Normally, I'd shy away from that kind of intimacy from others, but with Henry it just feels... right.
Maybe I should be scared of that much. But I also don't want it to stop.
Points of interest to consider:
• I wonder if he really is going to buy me a whole set of different colors. Should I step up my underwear selfie game, if that's the case?
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It was a little funny, but it took Henry a while to figure out that it was me traveling around in disguise, when I was just trying to to blend in as an elite to avoid negative attention at that pet convention. Still, once he figured out that it was me... it was really nice to walk with him, as if we were the same caste, not having to worry about the consequences.
Which makes me think – should I consider switching to the other caste, at some point? Or would that just ruin the excitement of it all? I do feel like I'd be betraying my heritage, if I changed my hair color. :(
But, with that thought aside, we had some fun with a set of restraints that hook from the ceiling. :) And I got a good picture of him in it to, uh. Enjoy later.
Since I had to opportunity to do so, I tried sucking him off, just to see if I could do it. But, um. I still don't think I'm very good at it. :(
But I guess I'm still good at riding him, and I guess we cuddled for a while after we were done. So it all at least ended on a nice note. :)
Points of interest to consider:
• Note to self: hanging restraints off of a light fixture does not work well!
• I wonder, in this world of advanced technology, if there's something that could suppress my laughter long enough to give a decent blowjob? I don't want to be so limiting in that set of my skills. :(
• Does he normally hold people like that after sex? Or am I something special to him?
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PART 2, BECAUSE IT WAS TOO FUCKING LONG FOR DW
Well. Uh.
That was an Experience.
I mean, mostly for Henry, but that was definitely the first time I used my suit for that. I was a little worried that I might have gone too far, but he seemed to like it?
Even if he was on the receiving end of, well. Everything, it was actually a little fun for me to be able to pay that much attention to him, to overload his senses with pleasure from just about every orifice.
Points of interest to consider:
• But maybe next time, we shouldn't do it on the top of a building.
• Apparently that stuff that my suit secretes works pretty well as lube, who knew!
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only good things this I am sure of" -Whit
NOTES:
I was curious about an old hotel, and this guy was around, so I managed to recruit him to tour me around. Though... in retrospect, it was mostly me clinging to him when I thought there might be ghosts around.
He seems pretty competent? Or at least he's confident in being competent. Which either means he's actually good or he's just stupid. I didn't spend enough time with him to figure out which one it was.
In the end, our search turned up nothing, but I guess I'm glad he at least stuck around with me, even when I was freaking out a little. I couldn't really blame someone if they wanted to leave me alone, in that condition.
Points of interest to consider:
• Is he as skilled as he claims?
• Is he normally this patient with people or does he expect something out of me later?
• Just what kind of experience does this Andy guy have anyway?
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Today, when I was exploring one of the casinos in the area, I ran into a group of real bastards. I mean, I think a lot of elites in Amoi are okay people! But, not that group, they wanted to beat me down and who knows what else.
I was going to kill them all.
But, that Andy guy came around that time. I guess maybe it'd be bad for me if I did kill them (and I could have), but it still would have felt pretty satisfying. That said, though... I'm glad he showed up. He really beat those guys up pretty well, it was fun to watch.
Afterwards, I met up with him again (thankful that he didn't disappear... I'm not having very good luck with that). I asked him what kind of profession he had, since he must be some kind of fighter. He said mechanic. I don't believe a word of that, because mechanics can't fight.
Still, I got him to agree to teach me how to beat up a person. That's a good thing, isn't it?
Points of interest to consider:
• If he isn't a mechanic, what is he?
• Why wouldn't he tell the truth about it? Is he some kind of murderer? I mean, I am too, so I won't judge, but I still wonder.
• Is it really okay of me to agree to owing him one later as a form of payment?
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Even if it had been a while, because of my time in prison, I managed to make it to the punching tutoring lesson. I was a little surprised to see that he was actually there, so I believe he was the first person I explained what I was up to, in Guardian, specifically about the bracelet.
And well, I suppose that whole "one thing led to another" thing finally makes sense to me, because after a little bit of convincing, we wound up having sex to see if "servicing an elite" really would stall the effects of my punishment.
The funny thing is that I think he was more nervous about it than I was. At least I know it works, now.
Points of interest to consider:
• He really doesn't like being on the bottom. I prefer not to be there myself, but he was especially adamant about it. Why?
• I'm not so sure if we're compatible, sexually. I appreciate the encounter, but I don't know if I'd do him again.
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After taking lessons in combat from him, it wasn't a surprise to see him in the fighting pit either. I tried to pull out some unique tricks on him, but in the end, it turns out that I'm still not quite strong enough to defeat him quite yet.
It's strange, because I shouldn't want to be able to beat him, but if I can't hold my own against him, then what chance do I have against stronger opponents?
Points of interest to consider:
• Nothing out of the ordinary this time, but I do need to work on my legs more. It's a definite weak point for me.
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I've never seen this guy before, and I never saw his face, but during the infiltration of the sewers that led to the labs, I got a suspicious feeling about the entire operation. That guy just happened to be the closest one, so he was the only one I was able to warn before I got the hell out of that place.
I was fortunate enough that he seemed to have some sort of map? And in return, I was able to give him some advice on how to get out of there. After that, we parted ways, since it'd be easier to get away anyway.
I wonder if he survived? If so... he might be the first person I've managed to save in my life.
Points of interest to consider:
• Who was that guy anyway?
• Where did he get a hold on that kind of technology?
• Will I ever see him again?
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So, something interesting happened today. I was at a bar, when I heard a really familiar voice. Having a really good knack in remembering voices of interest, I was recalled to the time I helped some guy escape from a sting operation. This was that guy.
As it turns out? He did manage to make it out. He has a bit of an odd name, though I come from a world where every soldier is typically known by some kind of animal name. But, that just makes me wonder why he would go by "Noise"? Does he have a penchant for sounds himself?
After some talk, he offered to fuck me to see if I would continue laughing during an orgasm. While I was surprised, at first, I became curious about it myself. Because if I could stop laughing during something pleasurable? I think that would be wonderful. The fact that I don't even really know anything about the guy makes it all the more appealing, if it's just going to be an experiment.
But then, I found out something better: he apparently has a talent in fixing electronics. I haven't heard from Matt in a long time, so I might see if he's up for the job.
Though I get the feeling that he's not quite as generous as the former.
Points of interest to consider:
• Was he just trying to provoke me? Or are we going to actually fuck at some point?
• Can he actually fix my suit?
• What is he going to want in return?
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Well. So he came over to check out my suit today. And uh.
Things happened.
We wound up fucking. It wasn't bad, but compared to the time with Henry (I probably shouldn't compare, but it's really hard not to!), it was a little... strange. Mostly in that most of my touches didn't seem to affect him much. I kind of wondered if he was maybe gay, but he seems to like his piercings played with?
And. Well.
He liked getting his dick bitten too.
Again, really strange.
Points of interest to consider:
• Why does he wear so many layers? It seems unreasonable in this kind of weather.
• Is he actually going to work naked when he's around my place? It's actually... really hard to tell when he's joking and when he isn't.
• Why in the hell is he so into dick biting??? That seems like it'd be really painful!
• ...masochist?
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I, uh. Ran into him at a party, which I wasn't expecting, to be honest. But, since that party sucked, I had no problem with getting the hell out of there with him.
Ever since that whole Guardian mess, I've been trying to keep my involvement about that on the down low, because that's the kind of thing that gets unwanted attention. But, because of my agreement to share information with Noiz, for his services, I didn't really mind sharing my knowledge with him? I'll admit that it felt kind of... nice to be able to talk to someone about it. Even if it was from a purely informative angle.
What I didn't expect is that he shared something he found with me – a tomb of sorts. Apparently that Khepri guy's died before? Or maybe it was a different Khepri? Or... maybe something else entirely that I haven't considered. It's really hard to say, in a place like this.
I kind of wanted to show him anyway, but in return I showed him the chip I found in that laboratory, while wandering around with Ryuko. He seemed about as confused about it as I am. But somehow, I feel like if anyone can figure it out, it's probably him. Well... probably someone from APB could, but I'd rather not associate myself with them, considering what happened the last time I did that. :(
But, he's going to photograph it later, so I guess Noiz is at least interested about it.
While I still wouldn't quite call him a friend, I guess he's still the one person I'm the closest to trusting, around here. Probably the best ally I have, which sounds... distant (because it is), but it's the most apt term I can think for it.
Points of interest to consider:
• Does he usually do the graverobbing thing when he's bored? I'm not sure if that's weird or just kind of sad.
• Does he even have the means to figure out what's with that chip? It's hard to say, but it's not like I trust anyone else with it either.
• Should I try to be friends with him? Or is it just better the way things are now?
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After I got the bracelet off, I felt like I should share it with someone, you know? I'm not sure what it says about my life in that I figured Noiz would be the best one for it. I could probably tell Henry, but it'd just inevitably end up in sex right away, and I'm not sure if I'd even get the chance to say a whole lot. Maybe Andy, but I guess I don't know him as well or if he'd even want to be bothered over that.
But, as it turned out, I had some information to share with Noiz anyway, so I had a little back-up plan in case he didn't care. (*•̀ᴗ•́*)و ̑̑
I'm kind of glad he did come over, because the bit of info I came across didn't make a whole lot of sense, until I conferred with him about it.
We're good as business partners, but I'm thinking that's probably as far as that relationship goes. :( He seemed a little peeved when I asked a simple question about him, so maybe I shouldn't try to be some sort of friends with him after all. I guess I can respect that, even if it's a little... disappointing, somehow.
In return for that weird chip I gave him, he took out the GPS tracker in my palm reader. Maybe if I had something worth seeing on there, I'd be worried, but somehow I don't think he cares about those underwear pics I keep sending to Henry.
Points of interest to consider:
• Just who is he conferring with, about the chip I handed off to him? Is it All Points? He seems like their type. Is this going to lead to an unavoidable conflict, down the line?
• What is it that seems to be bothering him anyway? Should I be concerned? Or is it something that I'd be unable to aid in regardless?
• Was it the right choice to take the GPS out of my palm reader? Is this going to bite me in the ass?
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What the fuck. I thought he, of all people, would know better than to attach my name to information that I'm feeding him.
I'm going to need to have a talk with him. If this keeps up, I'm finding someone else to do my business with.
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Well. That was unpleasant.
I guess I at least know WHY he's attached my name to things I told him about, and if he's right (and he better be), it was only one person he told.
I really didn't care for how the guy in question tried to extract more info from me, and I think my first instincts on him were right as Noiz told me that he's part of the black market.
Even if thinking about it now, Noiz's intentions weren't... completely stupid, I still feel annoyed that he, knowingly or not, risked my privacy for it at all.
Somehow, in the thick of all of it, he told me something I suspect he doesn't tell most people. I guess he was imprisoned for some time before he escaped? Presumably at a pretty young age, as he's probably around my age now.
We didn't talk about it that long, as he soon told me about how he got some anonymous message about Guardian having a self-sustaining energy system. I mean, I can't confirm if it's true or not, as I was only in Guardian for a short while, but it would paint everything in an interesting light, if that's the case.
But still. I can't shake this irritation I'm having with him. Maybe it's because I was really starting to trust him that it feels like a bigger blow.
I don't know. Maybe I just need some time to let this blow over?
Points of interest to consider:
• Just what was he imprisoned over anyway? Was it something he did? Or was it something completely stupid. Considering my own experiences, I'm inclined to lean toward the latter.
• Is his tip about Guardian worth looking into? Or is his anonymous helper just blowing hot air?
• Do I need to cool it with handing him information that I come across? Or was this just a one time misstep?
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I don't know what I was expecting from the convention, but I wasn't expecting to run into someone I knew. But, uh. I really didn't expect that it'd go from trying to make jokes about lube to fucking in some random room within the building.
But it's not like I can complain.
He seemed more into it than usual, though. Did something change? Was there something I was doing more right than usual? Was he taking aphrodisiacs? Or is he just more into me? I doubt the last one, but he's so damned hard to read that I can't discount the possibility. Chances are that if I asked, he'd get pissed at me, like he usually does if I ask any questions.
What is up with that, anyway?
Points of interest to consider:
• If he doesn't like people asking questions about his piercings, why does he keep them in? Maybe I just don't understand that side of culture at all.
• Is it even remotely possible to even be on friendly terms with this guy? I'm beginning to doubt it.
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I feel a little bad... I think I figured out some deeply personal part of his history. It was definitely something that I shouldn't have seen, but at the same time, I really did try to warn him not to look at those pictures!
I know he told me something about escaping from unpleasant circumstances, but I guess I didn't realize that he was dealing with imprisonment from a young age. In a way, it sounds similar to Raven's issue, but I don't think she was put in a place as nice as the one I saw in the picture. What is the story behind that anyway?
Anyway, in an attempt to try to get him away from it, I literally tried to drag him away. But, thinking about it now, that really was pretty stupid of me. I'd freak out if someone tried to touch me in a moment like that, so I really should have expected it.
For a while, he seemed to get upset with me every time I tried to help, but I couldn't really bring myself to just leave him behind, in a state like that either. So even if I feel like I'm constantly slamming my head against a brick wall, in dealing with Noiz, I brought him to a stairwell in a slightly less crowded area.
I think I heard him thank me afterward, but I feel like I must have misheard.
Points of interest to consider:
• Just the obvious one, this time. Why was he imprisoned half of his life? Granted... with all the stories I hear in my original world (mine included), I wouldn't be surprised if it was over something stupid.
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What a strange, strange man. Not a bad person! But he really likes his porn and seems to be an expert in the subject. I didn't speak to him long, but I suppose I wouldn't mind running into him again.
He was a little amusing, if nothing else.
Points of interest to consider:
• He seems defensive of watching so much porn. Did he think I was judging him for it?
• But seriously, why does he seem obsessed with it?
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He seems like a good man, but my initial impression of him is a little... worrying. In a way, he reminds me of Anders in which I really think his intentions are in the right place (even if he himself pointed out that the "right" thing is subjective), but I'm concerned that sense of justice will get him into trouble. I don't know what kind of power he wields, but considering what I've gotten up against? He better be ready to bring it, if my intuition is correct.
We didn't talk long, but I still felt like he gave me a lot to think about and consider. I wouldn't mind running into him again – perhaps my mind will be a little clearer the next time.
Points of interest to consider:
• He didn't seem fazed by my code name. Is he a militant type? I doubt it. Perhaps he's just familiar with code names?
• Just how deep is that drive for justice that I sense within him?
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I met her, while going to do my daily commute of looking at the sea (even if it's lifeless and disappointing, compared to what I've seen in my life :(). She seemed to be quite upset at the illusion of a boat, which was strange (and a little amusing :)) to walk into.
But after speaking with her, she expressed some kind of desire to be able to go on a boat, as it was something that the soldiers of her former empire constantly spoke about around her. Though it was something I experience a lot, in my childhood (and I dreaded some of those trips that seemed to go on forever), I'll admit that there's now a part of me that wishes I could experience it again. To try to regain some part of myself that I lost a long time ago... as silly as it sounds.
But, it seemed like our desires intersect with each other, so I promised that if either of us could find a way to find a boat, I'd take her fishing. :) It's been a long time, but I still feel like I have a lot of relevant skills in that area.
Overall? She's young and certainly not someone I'd think to spend my time with. But oddly... I find myself hoping to someday be able to show her what fishing is like.
Points of interest to consider:
• She mentioned losing a lot of things to politics. Was she from a politician's family? Or perhaps some kind of royalty, considering how many times she mentioned "her" empire.
• It also seems she's rather inexperienced in terms of war (understandable, considering how young she seems)... can she survive long in a place like this?
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We went through some sort of ski training today! I mean, I didn't really need it, because I used to do a lot of it, but to put it nicely? Seren really needed the training. The problem, though, is that she's so stubborn that I'm surprised she came out of that alive.
At one point, we got stuck in a ski lift, which was really something. While we spoke for a little while, I really found, first hand, how creative she can be. I'm not even sure how she came up with some of those ideas!
Though I'll admit that it might be just a little disappointing that we weren't saved by giant birds after all. :)
Points of interest to consider:
• She mentioned not being chosen by a djinn (I had to look up how to spell that). Just what kind of a world does she come from?
• Is she just making all of this shit up? I mean, I know I can't judge on that front. I did kind of think I was an actual octopus for a while.
• Do they do water skiing in Amoi? Part of me has to wonder if it's more fun, around here.
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There's not a lot of good skills I can pass onto another, but I think I found something! :)
I taught her about the text emotion faces and I'm going to teach her how to use makeup.
Points of interest to consider:
• Even through text, she's really not a very good liar.
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I don't know what it says about me in that I spent a pretty good amount of time with him, on my birthday, and I don't even know what his name was. I didn't even ask.
But, he was one of the very few that could hold a conversation that night. His body type isn't the kind I'd usually go for, but he had his attractive features, all the same. And some kind of underlying danger that got my attention, so I just figured... why not sleep with him? He was willing, so we found a building away from that party and the rest is history.
He seemed pretty inexperienced, as he... came pretty quickly. I wouldn't quite call that little tryst a disappointment, though. If nothing else, he seemed eager to please. Or perhaps that was some sort of ego thing. It's a win for me no matter what.
Points of interest to consider:
• Was it a good idea to sleep with yet another elite? Especially considering I don't even know this one's name?
• Was I his first? I didn't think this encounter was going to add up to much, but yet... I feel like someone's first is someone they won't easily forget. What kind of position did I put myself into?
• Is anonymous sex even my thing?
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After that one encounter, I figure that was the only time I was going to see that guy. I kind of wanted it to be our one encounter, you know? And while I don't think he's bad, or anything like that, I kind of wish it'd stay that way. If only because it seems more complicated now. (~_~;)
We spoke a little about weaponry, but oddly, he seems to favor more unconventional weapons? Though from the way he talks about it, I wonder if he's even skilled in fighting or if he just collects them for the artistry. I'd be more interested, if the former, but I expect the latter.
He wants to fuck again sometime, which baffles me, because I really thought it was going to be a one time thing. And well, now I know his name. Hell, I even know a nickname. As a note, though, Sei does not mean the fish (or the whale named after the fish) and is actually someone connected with his name, as there's different words for "six" in both.
At least he has an excuse to go off a numbered nickname.
Also, he really has a thing for candy. As in, I told him about Lördagsgodis, from where I'm from, and he kept pushing me to eat some chocolate he had on him.
I'm starting to wonder if I've made a grave mistake in indulging myself with him.
But yet I'm probably going to do it again.
Points of interest to consider:
• Everything I know about this man seems to point in the direction of him living as hedonistic of a lifestyle as possible. Was it always this way? Or is he merely indulging himself because he can now?
• Can he fight? Is he more interesting than he initially appears?
• How the hell is he so skinny if he literally carries candy with him all the time?
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Um. Well. THAT was awkward.
I came across him at that charity pin-up shoot, and he seemed to be up for some fun. Who am I to refuse when we had a decent encounter before, I'd get some money out of it, and maybe have a good time of my own, in the process.
However, I'm thinking that one time we had was a fluke, because of my desperate time I was in, back then. Or maybe it was because he was likely a virgin the first time we fucked? I don't know, whatever the case is, I liked him better the first time. Now it seems like he's unwilling to give up control, and considering I don't trust him? Neither am I.
No amount of him beefing up was even enough to make up for THAT experience. (゜-゜)
Points of interest to consider:
• Do I really want to sleep with this man again? We talked about doing something regular, but... I really don't think I want to.
• It's almost unfortunate, because his body is at least more attractive than before.
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Our initial meeting is still a little strange to me, but I first met her when she was looking for someone to play a game of Jenga with. I wondered why she seemed to be so nice for no reason, as she offered to buy me a drink, but I didn't find any kind of ulterior motive in what she was proposing.
After we sat down, it became apparent that I was obviously better at the game than she was (though the amount she was drinking might have been accountable for that).
As it turns out, it seems she was also in some kind of military, before coming here. However, I think she came from a place less technologically advanced that Amoi and even the place I originally came from. I can't imagine someone like her in an army, but I suppose many people can change in the heat of battle. Me included.
Over all, her company was pleasant, even if I wonder how her skill would be if she hadn't drank anything at all that night.
Points of interest to consider:
• Was she a soldier? Or did she serve some kind of other job, in the military?
• Is her coordination far better without the influence of alcohol?
• Is she truly as nice as she seems?
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So, um. Today I caught her reading an interesting book. I think. I mean, "Topless Torturer"? I'm starting to wonder about that woman's interests. It was a little funny to tease her about it, though. :)
Points of interest to consider:
• She gave me a lot of pointers in what to expect, in the next couple of months. Just how long has she been here anyway? And how much trouble has she gotten herself into anyway?
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To her credit, she managed to sneak around me, for a pretty good amount of time! I was a little wary, for a while, but once I figured out who was following me, I was able to calm down enough to catch a couple of drinks with her.
Though I'm not certain where her alliances lie just yet, I'm at least thankful that she seems to agree that All Points is doing everything wrong. But for now, I'm unsure how either of us could deal with them.
But, I found out that we have an acquaintance in common! In Amoi, I can only assume that would mean we've both slept with the same person (or is Petra only into females? I'm actually not certain there), but if she didn't notice that ass, I'm guessing maybe not.
Points of interest to consider:
• I suppose if Andy is a mechanic, it at least adds up that he'd know how to ride a bike.
• I know Petra is against All Points, but what's her stance on Quicksilver?
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I'll admit that this particular man was very nice to look at and meeting him almost seemed like something out of a dream. To the point where I wonder what the hell was even up with me. Even if he has a nice body, I can usually control myself a little better, but yet it didn't take us long to sneak away somewhere to kiss without the eyes of others to incriminate us (particularly me).
Personality-wise? I think maybe he lays it on a little too thick for my liking. He reminds me a little of Vashryon, in that sense. Attractive to look at... as long as they keep their mouths shut. Even if we do somehow meet again, I'm not sure if I can bring myself to replicate that encounter.
Points of interest to consider:
• Is that color of hair natural? Or a dye job?
• Even if I might like exploring other physical encounters with him, is it better if I don't see him again?
• What is even up with me lately?
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To be honest, I didn't really know what to expect, when both agreeing to do a task for her, as well as meeting up after successfully completing it. Especially when, well. I made a really bad choice and kind of broke into Guardian a while back, when I really shouldn't have.
But, to my surprise she was really actually quite... pleasant. I'll admit that I think some of her ideals are naive and seem a little too idealistic for a place like this, but it seems to come from a good place. Which, honestly, you can't say that for a lot of people.
But the important thing is that she believed and put some sort of trust in me, when she had no reason to do so in the first place. I suspected that convincing her to take my bracelet off would be difficult, but it really wasn't at all. And in addition to that, she offered for me to join Quicksilver?
I'm not sure what she sees, in someone like me, but yet... I felt inclined to accept. Maybe it's naive of myself, but maybe I just want to believe that I could maybe do something good for this city. Even when I just seem to make things worse, in my experience.
Points of interest to consider:
• Is she just naturally that nice to everyone? Or is it some kind of political thing?
• Should I be suspicious of it? Even when I really actually don't want to be?
• Does she know what she's doing in offering me membership?
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I didn't mind him, at first, when I thought he was just some lost traveler who just happened to come across my path. That kind of thing is bound to happen, even if I do tend to favor the hard-to-reach areas in my Octopus suit.
However, upon learning that SOME ONE (it's Noiz) was feeding my name with the information I've been giving out, I'm doing my best to try to keep my distance. I don't know this man's intentions and he has another thing coming if he thinks I'm going to just give him information without knowing what I can get, in return! IF he even has anything I can use!
I need to talk to SOME ONE (Noiz) and tell them (him) to quit dropping my name! I think I need to start introducing myself as "LB" instead of attaching the Laughing part. It'd keep my identity more secret.
Points of interest to consider:
• Who the hell is this guy?
• What the hell can he offer me?
• Will he be trouble for me later?
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Well, maybe Noiz was onto something after all (I'm still not going to apologize for bitching at him). While it wasn't pleasant to run into Katze when I just wanted to look at some (admittedly disturbing) art, the encounter itself wasn't as bad as I was expecting.
While the first meeting was more unfavorable, his presence wasn't as irritating this time around. Mostly because he gave me a lot of information about Amoi. Apparently the man knows how to make an information exchange properly after all.
From what I've gathered, apparently he's actually native to this world? But... he's from an earlier version of it and was somehow brought to the future. I'd say that's quite strange, but a lot of us transplants came from different worlds entirely.
I still don't trust him, however.
Points of interest to consider:
• How the hell do some of these people live to be past 1000? Is nanotechnology really that much more advanced here?
• I suppose with what he told me of Guardian, the little bit Noiz told me, and my own observations... I have to wonder what the hell is even going on in there.
• Is he an asset or a potential problem for me?
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I, um. Don't remember a lot of it (probably because I was drunk?), but I know I ran into him at some point last night. All I remember is that I think he was trying to cut me off, but also buy me more drinks?
What a weird guy.
Points of interest to consider:
• I'd probably have more to consider if I remembered more of what the hell went on.
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It seemed like a lot of people I knew had a lot of trouble on the ice! However, it proved to be kind of a funny way to meet this particular man. My first impression? He seems maybe a little bit whiny? He really doesn't seem to like the cold at all! But it's not the worst thing in the world to be, hmm?
Anyway, I'd feel bad leaving him be, so I helped him off the ice, and we spoke a little bit over coffee. :)
Actually, I feel like I didn't learn much about him at all, except he offered to make me coffee for my help? But hey, I'd take it.
Overall, I didn't mind running into him.
Points of interest to consider:
• If he hates the cold so much, did he come from a warm place?
• Was he... hitting on me? I thought so, at first, but maybe not? I mean, why else would someone offer to make coffee for me? In Amoi, I can only assume they want to fuck me.
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A being (woman?) with a suit that would seemingly fit into my original world with little issue. If anything, she likely would have had a good position in any army she was assigned to – the features of the suit seem to outclass a FROG soldier's, after all. It's debatable, though, whether or not she could match up to the B&B Corps. I would need more observation on that much.
All I know is that her suit is some kind of heirloom from the ones who adopted her. The R&D teams of her world seem behind the times, from the sounds of it. Or perhaps they were more focused on another area of research?
Whatever the case is, we didn't speak long enough for me to get a good read on her.
Points of interest to consider:
• Is this a threat to be wary of? Or someone to potentially ally myself with?
• Do I chance seeing what a fight would be like?
• Why does her world's R&D team not focused on the important things?
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Claims that the ridiculous thing he's wearing is a flight suit... but it doesn't even have wings! I wish Raging Raven were here, just so I could hear her laugh at that stupid attempt at it!
Also has a stupid name. What does "Seven" even mean???
And why does he hate Santa so much?
Points of interest to consider:
• He has a very well shaped butt. I feel like it's familiar somehow, but I'm not certain of it.
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Found him again, while exploring the marshlands of Mistral Park. It seems to be a pattern, finding the most gaudily dressed man, while exploring, but I suppose I could run into worse things. You know, like that monster that was wandering around.
I'm surprised that he had enough subtlety to hide himself in the tree until it passed by.
We then came across a hole, within the wall of Tanagura. Even if I tried to discourage him from doing so, he still felt it necessary to try to fit himself through it.
It gave me some real laughs, at least. (๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑)
Points of interest to consider:
• Should I have left him there? It would have been funny...
• But perhaps this man will be useful to me some day after all, hmm...
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I ran into him, during the Bona Dea festival in Aventine. He was attractive enough, and definitely appealed to me intellectually as most I come across doesn't have as much of a vast knowledge of Earth's mythology or geography. I sensed something dangerous within his mind too, but... the unfortunate thing is that he moved way too fast for my liking. I barely knew this man's name and he was making it sound like he wanted to take it slow with me!
That's just not going to work in Amoi, where I get a good share of my income from fucking those that catch my interest. That, and I'm really not interested in the kind of relationship he was proposing. Perhaps someone with less issues than me would be better for him.
Points of interest to consider:
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Even if it was unintentional (through the temporary digital skins of Apathia), that was one way to get my attention, and a very good one at that. Because if I see a man not wearing much clothing at all in chains? Yes, it's most certainly not going to escape my notice. Even if there's not a whole lot of things escape it, not many of those can hold my attention.
However, as I was placed in a very similar predicament myself (the clothes I didn't mind as much as the chains), I was sympathetic to his cause of getting away from the public, so I guided him through the alleys and less traveled roads, within the district.
Since he's one of the rare few that caught my eye this quickly, I wound up buying him a drink at a bar. If he were an elite, I'd say that he'd be trouble for me... but for once, he's actually the same caste as myself.
I suppose that just means that I suspect I'll have a good time with this one.
Points of interest to consider:
• He refers to himself as a leading man. Is it because of a big ego? Or is it a over-projecting from a lack of one?
• Even if he is a mongrel... why do I get the feeling that he could be trouble for me regardless? I do tend to have a type, I've noticed...
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Ran into him at an art gallery, of all places. I didn't take him to be a particularly big fan of art, but I suppose I'm not either. Though he didn't straight out tell me what his old profession was, the little bit I uncovered was that he explored a lot and had to have a good eye for detail... which sounds a lot like my old job, but I don't think he's that similar to me either. It just makes me curious about the nature of where he came from, really.
He's another that seems eager to get back to his original world, which is... a little disappointing, admittedly, but at least he doesn't seem as adamant in going back as a lot of others do.
But hey! At least he seems interested in having me guide him around Sasan. That just means I'll have a good reason to have him to myself, even if just for a little while. (^~^)
Points of interest to consider:
• I ran into an odd set of statues – a Birdman, a Witch, a Succubus, and a man without a mouth? Is this based on some sort of mythology, within Amoi? Or is there some sort of facts association with it?
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Not much to say this time, but that exploration trip went better than I anticipated.
Mostly because we wound up fucking in the hot springs. I'm not really sure what came over myself, but it's not like I regret it either.
10/10, would do it again.
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A girl I met, while checking out that convention in Mistral Park. Of all the times, it had to be when I was looking at a stand featuring bottles of lubrication!
I didn’t speak with her long, but she seemed pleasant enough. Fun to talk to, at least!
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I've seen some big men, in my old line of duty, but for sure this man has to be the most impressively tall one I've ever seen. I know better to judge by appearances (considering I use my ability to shift my own, to my advantage), but it was still a little surprising to hear that someone like him prefers to working in the background! Not that it's anything to scoff at, considering I'm much the same – I only go in the spotlight to present another facet of myself, after all.
From a comment he made, I was at first surprised when I thought he was still in high school, but then from another remark, he has to be at leasts 19. Still younger than my initial estimate, but I wonder if that's just because his massive size skewed my perception?
Whatever the case, he's really nice and helpful! I wouldn't mind running into him again some time.
Points of interest to consider:
• His physique doesn't match the bit of history I managed to get out of him. A person like that doesn't build that much strength just to drive cars around. What's the story behind that?
• Is it just as a result of his strong work ethic?
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I felt a little bit weird about it, but Quicksilver assigned me to recruit Gamagori to the faction. It's not the recruiting that bothered me so much – after all, from my initial impression, he really seems like a great asset to bring to the team! What was weird, though, was that I had to do it through a sort of "spontaneous" dating event. Though it really wasn't spontaneous at all, when it was Quicksilver who arranged it in the first place.
It was a little nice getting to hear a little bit more of his history, as it's really interesting to hear about people's live differed from my own. But... part of me wonders if he's into me more than I'm into him? He's really nice... almost too nice. I feel better around people that have a, I don't know... a more dangerous vibe?
Which I know sounds messed up, but I'm messed up.
Still, all in all, it was a mostly pleasant experience and I managed to do my task, against all odds!
Points of interest to consider:
• He's apparently from the same world as Shiro. From what I can tell, Gamagori seems to like him well enough, but I wonder how Shiro feels about him? Speaking of which, I wonder how he's been doing lately... it's been a while.
• He came from a family in which his father wasn't a part of – is that part of what drives him to be a harder worker? To compensate for a smaller family?
• I really don't think romantic films are my genre.
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I wound up saving her from a group of troublemakers, in my duty to Quicksilver. She didn't seem to like my brand of rescuing, however. Some people can be so ungrateful!
Regardless, we spoke a little about Geneva, in that she's a good person, but... perhaps she needs to reconsider some of her ideas in running the city.
Anyway, I don't really have an opinion on this girl, one way or the other. Hopefully she's more careful in how she travels around, in the future.
Points of interest to consider:
• As she doesn't seem to have any apparent skills of her own, I have to wonder... why did Quicksilver recruit her in the first place?
• Is Quicksilver this desperate for new members?
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This kid really needs to heed my warnings better! I told him to avoid that takoyaki stand, because eating octopus never leads to anything good, and the next minute? Strange people were suspiciously tracking our movements!
Thankfully, we managed to escape without much of an incident, though not thanks to him! I told him to try to blend in with the surroundings, and he... pretended to smoke a chopstick?
Strange guy, but I don't think he's necessarily bad.
Points of interest to consider:
• If he has a sword, he must know how to use it... right? Or does he just carry it around to try to look cool?
• After that chopstick thing, I wouldn't be surprised if it were the latter case.
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I think of everyone I've come across so far, this one's managed to leave the most memorable first impression on me by far. And for once? That's definitely a good thing.
It all started when he pushed some stranger away from me, who was trying to get my attention. Maybe that kind of thing should be a red flag, but as it turned out, he actually had a good reason to insinuate that I'd be better off spending my time with him, than the other person I had been conversing with before. At the very least, he piqued my curiosity, so I asked what he had to offer, and well... it turns out that he has some kind of ability to destroy everything in front of him and bring people to their knees.
IT WAS AWESOME. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
Of course, it turns out that he didn't have a plan for what would happen after that, so I escorted him in the lesser traveled streets of Apathia to get him out of there. Because, honestly? I'd rather he stay out of jail. I definitely hope I come across this guy again. (*´▽`*)
Points of interest to consider:
• He certainly isn't lacking in confidence. Is it because he is seemingly that much more powerful than most? Or is there some underlying issue there?
• When he's attractive, has an impressive power, and has the confidence to boot, it makes you wonder what the downside is, but I think I already figured it out. He doesn't seem very smart. But that much I can deal with.
• With that in mind, I'll bet he's not smart enough to not hang around Apathia... maybe I should look around in this area to see if I can come across him again.
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